Dark Spot

I just came back from college around 2 pm. When I entered the room, I saw that. Either my brother was playing with my art supplies again or it could be something left over. It wasn’t there when I went out at 8 am today. Fortunately, I was able to clean it up. It had a crusty texture when I touched it.

What has been going on

Hello everyone. I know it is a late hour and I am sorry I hadn’t been on this blog long. There has been things going on and apparently someone is stalking me and not it is not what you think. I had been looking into more into my family, the traditional customs, along with this house I am living in. I am finding out a little more at the time as I piece these information together. Perhaps someone doesn’t want to me to find out more information.

This stalker had just started by tampering with my blog. Seriously…is it the same person who had been putting the previous messages? Well, I can’t say for sure.

Also, that picture of me, I don’t know what it is. I don’t remember taking it and I don’t know what it is in the corner. I rather not know.

I know it is a late hour and I will be getting to bed now. Good night everyone.

still.watching.

Isee.you.

Iobserve.you.

youwillgetwhatscomingto.you.

leaveit.alone.

watching

Big find?

I am attempting to make connections, but it all seems to lead to the same source, my family. I am starting to research on my family’s cultural background, especially their folklore. They were raised in a rural area which most believe in superstition and spirits. I am starting to realize many things as I get more into this. It’s interesting.

For example, I found out more about this Kapre. It’s actually a tree demon with human characteristics. It is usually described as a tall hairy man. Think of it as the Philippine version of a Bigfoot. This creature usually dwell in big trees and is usually seen setting under them, smoking large rolls of cigars. In some versions of this creature, it carries a magical stone that if a human obtains it, that human would get wishes. So, it is like a bigfoot and part genie? Interesting…. It is not considered as evil either. It usually makes contact with humans to either offer friendship or if it is attracted to a woman, it would follow this creature her all his life. It is also believed to pull pranks on people, usually travelers who dare to explore its terrain.

I think this is a great find to me. Visokiy CAN be this tree demon who might be attracted to me? If that is true, then that creature should have seen me at the forest when I was either five or nine. I had only gone to the Philippines twice. Well, that would be quite oldd, but it could make sense.

As for HIM, I am not sure.

Speaking of these two, they had been quiet, but I still feel their presence. Visokiy’s presence more stronger than HIM’s though. I think HIM has left me alone? I hope so…but it leaves Visokiy…

Oh well, I am just glad I found this information. I most dig for more answers! Off to read more folklores!

Hanging Tree

This came to me in a dream. This image I had kept to myself. Now, I can finally show you.

Automatic Drawing 6

Was done in the broadcast today in blogtv.

Broadcast after a LONG TIME

I have decided to broadcast today, Tuesday. I am going to broadcast 1:30 pm PST time.

http://www.blogtv.com/People/clgretel

Will do an automatic drawing and I actually have a new microphone. I will talk in this broadcast, but I don’t talk much. I will try my best.

Where I have been

I am sorry that I had not been on this blog as I used to. Perhaps, you are wondering where I have been for the past seven days or so.

Just to let you know that it slowly approaching crunch time in college or it is crunch time right now. I had been studying so much that I have lost track. Basically, things had been going down when it comes to study and academics. I have not drawn as much as I used to and my nights had been restless.

That doesn’t mean things hadn’t been happening, but I want to forget about them. I really do.

Also, I realized I have not been keeping things consistent such as the automatic drawings, voice diary, and the list of events. I tend to forget about those things. I will try to do an automatic drawing once a week and the update the list of events once a week along with the voice diary. Please forgive me.

As for the information on the house, all I had gotten that this house was built after World War II. I don’t know that will help and the information on the previous owner, I still cannot get the hold of. I will get back to this when I can.

I just want you all to know that I am safe, better than the usual, and all that jazz.

First Appointment

Last Saturday, I had an appointment with my psychologist Dr. Miller. It was a typical appointment. I explained to to him what I had seen and mentioned Visokiy and HIM. I also showed him some of the drawings I made and dicussed about my wordpress blog and what has been happening to me. To be quite honest, I thought I got off my rocker and deserved to be in a straight jacket, but my psychologist took it well. Well, it is his job to listen to peoples’ rants. Anyways, he seemed intrigued by my visions and hallucinations and said that I should have get a sketchbook where I would draw only when any more visions came in and hand draw it, no more adobe programs.

I haven’t drawn lately, but I will get something to draw on. I will just use these old notebooks that was never used in high school so I can write what I saw as well.

I explained to him that I had been taking anti-depressants for the past several months and prior to these events. He said to not take it every day which I had been doing. He didn’t prescribe any more drugs to me.

Overall, it is just the beginning of the treatment. He told me that these were just all in my head which I think it is.

We will see which direction this would lead me.

I feel better and relieved after that appointment. I can’t wait for the next one later on this month.